Mastering the Art of True Love

 

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TABLE OF CONTENTS


Introduction
Chapter 1 A Revolution of Consciousness Begins
Chapter 2 The Greatest Game of Hide and Seek Ever Played
Chapter 3 My Relationship with God
Chapter 4 How I Created My Aspects
Chapter 5 Why I Chose My Name
Chapter 6 A Piece of the Puzzle
Chapter 7 Self-Flagellation
Chapter 8 More About Aspects
Chapter 9 How My Life Resembles the Apostles
Chapter 10 It’s Time to Let Go of All Definitions
Chapter 11 A Scholar’s View
Chapter 12 Experiencing an Angry Aspect
Chapter 13 My Fascination with Broadcasting
Chapter 14 Seduced By an Egyptian Priestess
Chapter 15 Learning to Love Women
Chapter 16 The Blinding Light Experience: What Actually Happened
Chapter 17 Become Like Children
Chapter 18 Life is a Process, Appreciate It
Chapter 19 Conclusion
Prologue

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Bibliography

INTRODUCTION


In 1975, I started keeping journals of my daily thoughts and experiences and in 2001 began sifting through 40+ journals in an effort to document these experiences. My heart began to expand as pieces of the puzzle of my life began to slowly unravel. In July 2007, I self-published my memoir, A Grand And Glorious Adventure: The Saboteur Years. Writing this book contributed greatly to my healing and yet I knew I still had unfinished business with regard to my life as the Apostle, which is why I continue now with more of the story.

I quote Apostle Paul from the Bible (using either the Revised Standard Version or the New Revised Standard Version for Windows®, by Linguist’s Software) only when doing so contributes to the understanding of the Apostle I have come to know. I am not a Bible scholar, that is to say, it is not my intent to present to you a critical account of the Apostle from a scholarly perspective, although I do quote what a few scholars have to say about certain aspects of Paul. Also, I chose to use the God word despite historical connotations connected to it because it felt the best term to use when writing about the Apostle, and I have used the traditional reference to God as male, even though I know that the Source of all things has no gender.

Lastly, I share with you specific quotations from my journals and for the most part, they are in chronological order. You may recognize some repetition from one journal to the next but if this occurs, it’s because it serves as foundation for the further clarification which that specific journaling offers.

CHAPTER ONE
A REVOLUTION OF CONSCOUSNESS BEGINS


Six years ago I learned that one of my past lives was none other than the Apostle Paul and that in my current life I carry with me all the same aspects, or emotional issues, that he had during his lifetime. I found out that before coming into this life I made a commitment to go beyond the level of understanding and awareness the Apostle had in order to liberate my soul from the mental and emotional bondage I’ve been enduring since his lifetime 2000 years ago. Further, I learned that his lifetime was only one lifetime of many in which I’ve lived carrying a heavy weight of suffering and thus, I brought with me into this life aspects I created from an enormous amount of past lives that, like the Apostle Paul’s, have been prone to suffering, or seeing life through the eyes of a victim.

Once I understood this, I knew I needed to feel into the Apostle to learn who he really was. With the help of information I received from non-physical entities combined with my own journaling, I have gained a wealth of insights regarding both the nature and aspects of this dear beloved Apostle named Paul, and some other lifetimes as well. What I learned is that the aspects of the Apostle have controlled my nearly every move since that lifetime. This awareness became the catalyst to catapult me into making new choices, which have allowed for a great deal of healing.

Today, baby boomers are either retiring or getting ready to and yet, there are many who are now asking themselves the question, “Who am I?” and wondering what the purpose of their life really is. Even among young adults there is some soul searching going on. Answers are not necessarily readily available because humans live under the illusion of being separate from God and each other and this illusion greatly limits our ability to allow ourselves to be fully expressed. However, in the 60s a revolution of consciousness was birthed, planting seeds in which today, 40+ years later, are beginning to sprout. Some are calling this time “The New Energy.” It is an unprecedented time in which we are being asked by our souls to remember who we really are. The divine wants and is beginning to meld with the human.

A few years ago I was in a metaphysical bookstore getting a reading from a psychic. This particular woman was spiritually open to an extent and she told me she saw a man near me with the name of John who wore glasses, and he was telling me there was something I needed to do but he wasn’t saying what it was. When the reading was over I thanked her and went to the counter to pay for an item I was buying. When I looked at the cashier I could see a poster on the wall behind her that in large bold print read:

Quit your bitching and start a revolution.
-John Lennon

Immediately upon seeing this poster I got a rush and knew exactly who the man named John who wore glasses was—John Lennon. And, I knew exactly what he was telling me I needed to do, and this book is part of it. At the time I was trying to promote my first book and complaining that things weren’t working out quite the way I was hoping. This wasn’t the first time I’d felt a connection with Lennon. The Beatles played a huge role in starting the revolution of consciousness and when they split up, he continued on with a commitment to speak out for peace, risking his life. Since his death I have felt his presence around me many times. If peace is something we truly want then we can have it, for the ultimate purpose of this consciousness revolution is that we remember that we are divine beings who create our own reality.

Our record at creating peace historically has not been a very successful one and that is because as creators, we’ve been limited to a very small version of who we think we are and what we believe we are capable of achieving. To truly achieve peace will require a revolution of heart, one in which we move out of the guidance of the mind, what some call ego, which has dominated humanity as a false god since the beginning, and into the guidance of the heart, where the true God dwells and offers true guidance in all of us. When asking deep questions about life such as “who am I?” or “what is the purpose of my life?” humans are notorious for looking outside themselves for answers. While this isn’t necessarily a bad thing, if it’s the only place we look, it will eventually lead to a dead end. The reason is that you are the only person who knows what’s best for you, who you are, and what your purpose is, and to find your answers to these questions, it is imperative that you look inside your soul. Other peoples advice, given through either friends, books, seminars or what have you, are helpful to an extent but there comes a time when you realize that you alone know the answer to all your questions.

With that in mind, this book offers the following:

• It reveals an entirely new perspective on who God is and why He created the world
• It introduces the “New Energy,” referring to the melding of the divine with the human. This is the present day potential for us to learn how to love ourselves and therefore, the world, unlike anytime ever before
• It explains how we created “aspects” that turn into belief systems, which then influence the choices we make, resulting in creating our particular version of reality
• It describes who Apostle Paul was with regard to his emotional aspects
• It presents how my life has been a reflection of these very same issues
• It identifies how I’ve developed a deep compassion for the Apostle as well as my own aspects, which is allowing for integration and balance in my life
• It suggests what true (unconditional) love really is and how you too can experience it.

We all at one time or another have wondered about God—who or what is this being? In the next chapter I’ll tell you my version of why God decided to create the world and what role we play in His creation. I’ll also discuss an evolutionary process that began with cave men and is today culminating with what some are calling the “New Energy.”

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