One thing
we can all agree on is that we are living in changing times. Many
are aware there is an Awakening taking place on a global level the
likes of which we’ve never experienced before. Some are calling
this time the New Energy or New Consciousness. Everything feels
very intense right now because the Earth is going through many changes
in order to allow this new consciousness to unfold. It is a time
when people are discovering a connection with their soul they had
no idea was even there. I call it the melding of the divine with
the human. There is a safe space within each human where the potentials
for solutions to the problems humanity is facing at this time can
be found. This safe space is critical because these solutions will
never be found without going beyond drama, or being a victim, and
especially going beyond dwelling on the past, and the only place
this can be achieved is by entering the safe and sacred space within.
Those
who have read my posts on Facebook or listened to my radio show
know I am sometimes humorous, extremely honest, and always expressing
tons of love. However, there was a time when I didn’t know
I had such love to share. I was bitter and angry beneath the smile
I attempted to keep on my face but I reached a point in which I
had had enough of suffering, so I took the time to develop a deep
self-love and compassion which I discovered had always been within,
I’d just been unable to see it.
To find
this self-love and compassion, my soul provided me with countless
opportunities to face all the “emotional aspects” within
that were wreaking havoc (for a more detailed explanation of what
I mean by emotional aspects, see Aspects).
I now have a keen awareness of how to release, or integrate these
aspects. I have much to offer and it all comes from personal experience.
Each time I released some aspects, a wealth of new insights into
the human condition would gush through my handwriting like a geyser.
Today I have been called by my soul to lead others into
this New Consciousness era through sharing all this inspiration
I received, and through example.
MY
BACKGROUND
For those
who don’t know my background, I’d like to share a few
things with you here. In 1998, I was prompted by my soul to leave
a religious movement I had spent the previous 23 years investing
everything I had in. Even though during those years I struggled
with self-esteem issues, there was one thing I always loved to do
and that was teach. Throughout those years I taught a specific theology
and during the last ten, I also taught martial arts. In addition
to teaching in the U.S., I taught in Panama, Lithuania, Japan, Korea,
and Russia.
Upon leaving,
I knew there was something new my soul wanted me to teach but I
also knew I needed to build a foundation, which included coming
to terms with the enormous amount of emotional aspects that were
continuously stopping me from truly being who I am. After five years
of soul searching I was compelled in 2003 to move to Phoenix and
create a seminar. However, I soon realized I was still not emotionally
ready and when almost no one showed interest, it wasn’t long
before I gave up (but only temporarily).
When your
soul has something it wants to express, sooner or later that expression
must come forth to be seen. In my case, the expression came in a
way I least expected. We all know 2000 years ago a major shift occurred
when Jesus walked the planet. The impact he had on the consciousness
was so profound it’s still being felt today, thanks in part
to the missionary activities of the Apostle Paul, whose travels
and letters began the spread of what eventually became a worldwide
religion.
To my
amazement, in 2004 I learned that I carry with me the energy of
this Apostle and that my soul is now asking me to teach what I didn’t
understand at that time. As bazaar as this may sound, over the next
several months and years I received a tremendous amount of insights
about the Apostle that provided me irrefutable evidence. Perhaps
the most surprising thing of all I learned was that he was addicted
to suffering, an addiction I brought with me to resolve in this
lifetime. Despite harboring a considerable amount of resistance,
between 2004-06 I made a few more attempts to create a seminar only
to again allow myself to become a victim to fear and doubt. However,
not being one to give up on my dreams, I chose to teach through
other expressions. In 2007 I moved to Florida where I self-published
a memoir, A Grand and Glorious Adventure, and recorded
a 2 CD audio, Developing a Relationship with Yourself.
I also purchased an hour’s worth of time at a radio station
so I could speak my truth. I was very excited to share my insights
with the world. (For a more detailed description of all my products,
see Products)
In
the Tampa area I
again made a few attempts to create a seminar but had very little
success, and by December of that year I had run out of money and
had to find a job. I chose to spend the next few years focusing
primarily on learning how to truly love myself, cultivating a deep
compassion for me, and in the process resolved an enormous amount
of my emotional aspects. This was no easy task.
STEPPING
INTO MY PASSION
The company
I was working for went out of business in early February 2010 and
I knew this was a sign that it was time to once again focus on expressing
myself. I put all the information I had received about Apostle Paul
together into a book, Apostle Paul: The Untold Story. Everything
flowed so amazingly well that this book was finished within two
months. I also got inspired to create a Dance seminar, The End
of Suffering, in which I combined speaking with dance to enable
people to get grounded in their body, which can greatly facilitate
the integration of emotional aspects (see New
Energy Dance Expression).
During
the year I was challenged to the core and yet a great deal of creativity
emerged. I added to my expressions by creating an mp3 audio recording,
How to Accept Yourself and Bring Home Your Aspects, a blog
to share a wealth of inspiration that had been channeling through
me for several years, and in September, began Mastering True
Love Radio on blogtalk radio. I had many wonderful guests on
my radio show but in March of this year I received from my soul
that I was “a voice of the New Consciousness” and that
it was time to focus primarily on teaching everything I have learned.
To this end, I have invested everything I have into this work.
If you
are not familiar with my message, I invite you to have a look at
my blog (see Blog)
or listen to some of my radio show archives (see Radio
Show). I have over 50 blog posts available and over 40 radio
shows you can listen to—all free of charge. I recommend beginning
with the blog post, The Awakening (see Awakening),
or radio show of the same name (see Awakening).
Meanwhile,
I am putting together some audio recordings of my guitar music in
order to put out a CD later this year, and I am also currently editing
a third book, Heaven Is Now: A Handbook for Living in Emotionally
Challenging Times. This book will literally be a handbook for
navigating through emotional waters as well as for understanding
how to truly love yourself and integrate your aspects. I have also
been a guest on several radio shows. To listen to these go to Speaking.
